Someone Murder Me
I cant stand this shit whole i call Home. Whats Home anyway? the actaul roof over my head, my bed, family? what ever it doesnt matter. I HATE IT ALL. i want to run away! where to go? not sure. I need a car first, then i can move out. whats good about living out with no car? wait.. i then would need a job. I dont care, i just hate being under my moms restrictions! I got a Fucking F on the mid term and now its like my whole life is ruined! No going out! thats all. i know its small but that fucking hurts. Thats the WORST PUNISHMENT of Life! noo going out! thats like .. Someone just kill PLEASE. i rather leave this planet than stay HOME and eat SHIT. BTW im actaully READING out of the Chem book! READING!!!! ive gone CRAZY! .. I HATE MY MOM I HATE MY MOM..
i am soo going to need some sort of counseling. i swear! ive never cursed this much since 2nd grade when i was under pressure..haha!
AHHHHHHHH i cant seem to control my tears as the rush down my cheeks. I want to have my mom feel pain! i want her to feel all that im feeling. Ive thought of doing something but thats just over the top. I dont want to HUrt Myself nor have myself bleed. I want HER to Bleed and feel pain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i need to go now.
i am soo going to need some sort of counseling. i swear! ive never cursed this much since 2nd grade when i was under pressure..haha!
AHHHHHHHH i cant seem to control my tears as the rush down my cheeks. I want to have my mom feel pain! i want her to feel all that im feeling. Ive thought of doing something but thats just over the top. I dont want to HUrt Myself nor have myself bleed. I want HER to Bleed and feel pain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i need to go now.