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Mar 03, 2007 20:04

Today is different from most days in terms of what mood I am feeling. Then again, my mood generally follows somewhat the same path a pendulum would, except much slower. I guess you could pretend that each day is a distinct point. We will assume that the middle is neutral, and the right side will be a happy mood. I am not in a happy mood. The exact cause, like my apparent lack of interest in normal boy thoughts, is invisible. I feel burdened, too many things on my mind. My tests are done. I don't have an exam for a while, just lab. I am apprehensive about my orgo test grade, but that will intensify later. I just know that life is relentless. It keeps coming at you, so be ready.

This feeling of anxiety, the hairs on my neck standing up. I am bracing myself; my body is getting ready for the suckiness heading my way. I could accept the inevitable. It is inevitable, as in something I can not evade. It is the negative of a five syllable word for, "man, you just missed something that would have sucked, so lucky you."
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