i don't know
Not much has changed since last I wrote. Still feeling this pull toward familiarity, but it seems that everyone and everything here is starting to feel more like home. Got to give it time I guess. I have given it time though, and I think it needs to go faster. Then again, I should give it time. So it seems that the crapiness that was Stanton Crew is following me here. Our coach exploded today because there was not much imporvement in our erg scores for the 6k. To top that off, he decided that we should erg in the morning now as opposed to go on water, and so I get really tired earlier in the day now. It took me 5 minutes to fall asleep in chem lecture. Way to go Dave.
I shouldn't complain. He's the coach afterall, and so what he decides is probably a good idea. I partly agree with that only if it minimizes any conflict of opinion between him and the rowers. I still push myself though, cause I want to improve. Still, to prove his point (which was that we aren't trying hard enough to improve) he set up a duel between Northeastern and ourselves (we were in boats with novice rowers and experienced while Northeastern has all recruits) and we got killed. Suffice it so say, Dave was right, only cause he set up such a perfect scenario where we were going to lose. It was cold, rainy, and miserable. I am whining. Fuck.
Meh. I have a calc 2 mideterm tomorrow. It should be ok, since I did a shitload of work to prepare. I'll do ok. I am a little sick now, but then again I always am. Got my lucky flonase here though to help. I'm a bit nervous about the test tomorrow since it determines my grade in the class. No big deal. I have also made a decision. If I dont make my minimum GPA at the end of Freshman year, I am going to UF. I am not going to waste money here when I can go to Florida and get a good education there too.
Am I being practical or just giving up?
I will pull it out, I know. I hace to prove that I can push through, no matter what I am up against. I think I am going to sleep now.
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I shouldn't complain. He's the coach afterall, and so what he decides is probably a good idea. I partly agree with that only if it minimizes any conflict of opinion between him and the rowers. I still push myself though, cause I want to improve. Still, to prove his point (which was that we aren't trying hard enough to improve) he set up a duel between Northeastern and ourselves (we were in boats with novice rowers and experienced while Northeastern has all recruits) and we got killed. Suffice it so say, Dave was right, only cause he set up such a perfect scenario where we were going to lose. It was cold, rainy, and miserable. I am whining. Fuck.
Meh. I have a calc 2 mideterm tomorrow. It should be ok, since I did a shitload of work to prepare. I'll do ok. I am a little sick now, but then again I always am. Got my lucky flonase here though to help. I'm a bit nervous about the test tomorrow since it determines my grade in the class. No big deal. I have also made a decision. If I dont make my minimum GPA at the end of Freshman year, I am going to UF. I am not going to waste money here when I can go to Florida and get a good education there too.
Am I being practical or just giving up?
I will pull it out, I know. I hace to prove that I can push through, no matter what I am up against. I think I am going to sleep now.
Manny spins tunes as
DJ Postal Executioner
Get your dj name @ Quiz Me