HAHHAHAAA It took me 20 minutes to remember this password.....
ok...so I lost my internet connection.....that's ONE of the reasons no one has heard from me in a long ass time.
Another reason is that I fell...okay, I jumped into some REALLY BAD SHIT for awhile.... I was gone to the world for about 6 months........let's just say that with all of the things that I have seen and done I should be dead or in jail.... seriously. and I'm not proud of that. I just need to share, and let everyone know...(i'm sure you've heard the rumors) that I DID get into some bad times, but I also pulled myself out of it. And NEVER will I go back. NEVER. these things I know are things that no one should experience, much less have locked into memory....
I was in a pretty bad relationship on top of it all. I dated this 27 yr old guy, jeremy for 10 months. I just recently dumped him. He was physically abusive, manipulative, jobless... the list goes on. How could I fall for someone living in his granparent's basement, move in for a short period of time, and fall into all the drugs and unmentionables that I did???????????? I'm still wondering if I'm going to wake up and be the innocent, naive leah that I used to be, but I know better.
All I know is that now I'm getting my life back together and I feel better than I have in 2 years. I'm working at Capitol Roasters, on the courner of Courriour and Summers street.. I close almost every night, we have a live jazz band every saturday... I'm a barrista...hehe.
So I lost my insurance because I graduated high school and I'm not in college yet.... this is another problem simply having a job isn't going to fix.. but at least I got rid of the boyfriend that was dragging me down, I've gone back out into the social scene( I used to not go outside for weeks) I'm CLEAN, I have a job that I absolutely LOVE, I'm happy again. and I'm not constantly looking over my shoulder, waiting for shit to come back to me....and that feels good. I really just wanted to update and let anyone who might care see that: yes, I was into some really bad shit for a long time, but I'm back now. I'm doing better than I've done in a loooooooooong time, and I'm sorry for losing contact. I'll try to come down to the library and update more often, but in the meantime, call me. 395-9107.
peace.
Another reason is that I fell...okay, I jumped into some REALLY BAD SHIT for awhile.... I was gone to the world for about 6 months........let's just say that with all of the things that I have seen and done I should be dead or in jail.... seriously. and I'm not proud of that. I just need to share, and let everyone know...(i'm sure you've heard the rumors) that I DID get into some bad times, but I also pulled myself out of it. And NEVER will I go back. NEVER. these things I know are things that no one should experience, much less have locked into memory....
I was in a pretty bad relationship on top of it all. I dated this 27 yr old guy, jeremy for 10 months. I just recently dumped him. He was physically abusive, manipulative, jobless... the list goes on. How could I fall for someone living in his granparent's basement, move in for a short period of time, and fall into all the drugs and unmentionables that I did???????????? I'm still wondering if I'm going to wake up and be the innocent, naive leah that I used to be, but I know better.
All I know is that now I'm getting my life back together and I feel better than I have in 2 years. I'm working at Capitol Roasters, on the courner of Courriour and Summers street.. I close almost every night, we have a live jazz band every saturday... I'm a barrista...hehe.
So I lost my insurance because I graduated high school and I'm not in college yet.... this is another problem simply having a job isn't going to fix.. but at least I got rid of the boyfriend that was dragging me down, I've gone back out into the social scene( I used to not go outside for weeks) I'm CLEAN, I have a job that I absolutely LOVE, I'm happy again. and I'm not constantly looking over my shoulder, waiting for shit to come back to me....and that feels good. I really just wanted to update and let anyone who might care see that: yes, I was into some really bad shit for a long time, but I'm back now. I'm doing better than I've done in a loooooooooong time, and I'm sorry for losing contact. I'll try to come down to the library and update more often, but in the meantime, call me. 395-9107.
peace.