Wow. Fuck. Wow.
I don't know what to think. I just played the bored girl reviewing old entries game. I have to say. Wow. I was even more of a wreck last year at this time than I am now! But for some reason, I was so much happier. Weird how that happens.
I'm so fucking lonely. It's rediculous. David's busy being an RA and being in college. He's the only friend I really have left in Maine.
I need to make new friends.
Which is nearly impossible when you don't have a job or go to school. Or gas to drive anyplace cool.
Haha that rhymed.
It's my own fault that I am the way I am. I could very easilly visit David at school. I bet I could make friends that way. But I don't want to go to USM. I'm tired of telling people I dropped out. It wears on you after a while.
I wish I still had my apartment. I miss it so damn much. I hate living at home.
I wish I wish. It's always I wish.
My life will never be good enough for me.
No matter how happy I am.
I'm so fucking lonely. It's rediculous. David's busy being an RA and being in college. He's the only friend I really have left in Maine.
I need to make new friends.
Which is nearly impossible when you don't have a job or go to school. Or gas to drive anyplace cool.
Haha that rhymed.
It's my own fault that I am the way I am. I could very easilly visit David at school. I bet I could make friends that way. But I don't want to go to USM. I'm tired of telling people I dropped out. It wears on you after a while.
I wish I still had my apartment. I miss it so damn much. I hate living at home.
I wish I wish. It's always I wish.
My life will never be good enough for me.
No matter how happy I am.