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~sigh~ bleh... somethings wrong with me... every time i pick the moment to finally let go of everything and completely trust or love somebody with everything it all comes crashing down around me. i must be some sort of leper or something once someone gets to close they can see the hideous inside and they run. im going to shack myself up somewhere and build a big fence, become some sort of insane hermit they make scary stories about. and then the villagers can come and hunt me down in a bloody massacer. now that would be a fitting ending. ~Waves a big stick around~