Jul 28, 2008 00:48
Alexei! Scarlett wants to help rescue Emma from the Templars and I can't I can not let her go alone but just thinking about it and I'm on the verge of tears with fear. I still have nightmares about them, Alexei. Really awful nightmares. But my fear is nothing next to the thought of losing Scarlett, next to the thought that I might be able to keep her from harm if I am there as well.
No, I just wish my fear was nothing. I'm petrified, but I can't lose her. Not more than I already have. I can't.