Filtered to Scarlett and Alexei

[thegraceoflove]

I feel horrible. Even though I'm aware Josie had proved herself not to be a threat, I can't help being nervous of her, just because of what she is. It isn't fair on her, and I really don't like that I'm treating someone differently because of how they were born. I feel really guilty about it- I'm okay with Deirdre! I love Deirdre! So I don't understand why I'm jumpy.

I will get over this, I'm sure. I won't be the one to disrupt the harmony in this house. Just right now, I feel mean and judgemental, and not like an angel at all. :(