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i'm starting to feel better.
i'm getting there.
i wonder if this is early emo pms, i get that sometimes ( like rarely, twice a year or something). I've been down for like a week.
I intended to skip class today for the first time this quarter but then I remembered that it was the last art history class before my midterm and I didn't want to miss any hints or study guides he was going to give out. Turns out he only talked about the midterm for 5 minutes and then went on to lecture hor an hour about material I don't have to even worry about until the final.
Still, I feel pretty good about going to classes today, it was probably the "right thing to do." After Imaging maybe I'll go for a run. I feel fat because before college I weighed the exact same as Anu (who I saw on Tuesday) but now she lost ten pounds and I gained ten. People say they can't tell that I gained weight but I don't believe them, its in my hips and face. Gah.
I feel like I sound like a diva and as such I'm annoying myself. I'm looking forward to dinner with Geoff tonight, he has this tendency to calm me down. I could use some calming before all my classes on Thursday. And then it's the weekend, and then it's time for my big test on Monday. The back of my brain is freaking out a bit
i'm getting there.
i wonder if this is early emo pms, i get that sometimes ( like rarely, twice a year or something). I've been down for like a week.
I intended to skip class today for the first time this quarter but then I remembered that it was the last art history class before my midterm and I didn't want to miss any hints or study guides he was going to give out. Turns out he only talked about the midterm for 5 minutes and then went on to lecture hor an hour about material I don't have to even worry about until the final.
Still, I feel pretty good about going to classes today, it was probably the "right thing to do." After Imaging maybe I'll go for a run. I feel fat because before college I weighed the exact same as Anu (who I saw on Tuesday) but now she lost ten pounds and I gained ten. People say they can't tell that I gained weight but I don't believe them, its in my hips and face. Gah.
I feel like I sound like a diva and as such I'm annoying myself. I'm looking forward to dinner with Geoff tonight, he has this tendency to calm me down. I could use some calming before all my classes on Thursday. And then it's the weekend, and then it's time for my big test on Monday. The back of my brain is freaking out a bit