Voice;
I wonder if it's odd, to go around this City simply to look for things to clean and things to fix and things to do. I suppose that it helps me to get a good feel for the place, though. I'm almost ashamed to admit that I still don't know all that much about what's here, even though I've been around for so long. I'm not sure how long, even, but... Certainly long enough, I'd imagine. I have a horrible concept of time. Blame it on living the way that I have.
In more recent years, however, I'm happy to report that I've felt more acutely aware of... Everything. Of time and the world and what my place might be in it. Whether or not it's any less confusing remains to be seen, really, but... At least I have hold of a certain number of truths, even if a few of them are dreadful things.
Blue.
I'd almost forgotten. How silly of me.
Even knowing these truths doesn't do a thing to change facts. They influence things that aren't facts yet, I suppose, but nothing that has been can truly be changed. Here, the Blue Light has celebrated a one-year anniversary and its own threw a rather fun party in celebration and it was something that he very high deserved. Something good. In Haven, he's under a tree on a hilltop, overlooking the baseball diamond. I feel honored that he'd pick that spot. Ride planted roses. It's very beautiful. It's sad at the same time. For hundred's of years... And all tragic coincidence.
But I'm babbling. I've been babbling on and on all day, and I'm sure that I'd meant to say something important, or something fun, but I've lost it in all of this... Endless babbling. I should think of a song to sing, and maybe that will cease it.
I'm almost certain I have a very questionable singing voice, though.
In more recent years, however, I'm happy to report that I've felt more acutely aware of... Everything. Of time and the world and what my place might be in it. Whether or not it's any less confusing remains to be seen, really, but... At least I have hold of a certain number of truths, even if a few of them are dreadful things.
Blue.
I'd almost forgotten. How silly of me.
Even knowing these truths doesn't do a thing to change facts. They influence things that aren't facts yet, I suppose, but nothing that has been can truly be changed. Here, the Blue Light has celebrated a one-year anniversary and its own threw a rather fun party in celebration and it was something that he very high deserved. Something good. In Haven, he's under a tree on a hilltop, overlooking the baseball diamond. I feel honored that he'd pick that spot. Ride planted roses. It's very beautiful. It's sad at the same time. For hundred's of years... And all tragic coincidence.
But I'm babbling. I've been babbling on and on all day, and I'm sure that I'd meant to say something important, or something fun, but I've lost it in all of this... Endless babbling. I should think of a song to sing, and maybe that will cease it.
I'm almost certain I have a very questionable singing voice, though.