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this scares me.
because last time i thought i was in love, the sky did fall.
and i dont think i could handle that again.
but he's different.
and he loves me.
and that's weird.
i love that my family is a surrogate family for my friends.
just the fact that my mom can talk to mere on the phone for a while makes me so happy.
and maybe my sister does still love me.
and thats fine by me.
besides dying from strep throat,
im pretty much loving my life right now.
the end.