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hey kiddos,
last night was a weird night. i cant sleep. agh, i feel so sick right now its unreal. i went to Outback last night and right when i finish eating the wonderful melanie calls my cell. i asked her where she was and she said "at the movies" so of course i ask which one and she tells me "AMC" so then i tell her that im at outback across the parking lot and to go over there. So indeed, we're walking to the car and i see her and michelle walking across the parking lot. i love those kids, they're great. i didnt get to see melanie's grandma though. then we get home, and i go to my room. i havent played my guitar in a while so i did. mwhaha, i learned some whack songs kids, they're the most random ones you'd expect. Then i got online. wow, im watching MTV hits and Christina Aguilera's "What A Girl Wants" video just came on...i havent seen this in like 90394834 years. mwhaha...she's so hot. "what i want, is watcha got, and whatcha got, it what i want" oh yeah. 8) my dad just called me, he said made me an easter basket. eeek. he couldve just boughten one but no, he made me one...that makes me feel so special. my mom came and picked up my little bro and little sister yesterday for the weekend and easter...she didnt ask me to go...surprise? i dont think so. idk, i can be a bitch to her, but for the most part im nice to her, i dont know what makes her hate me so much. i just wish i had a good relationship with her. I miss having a mom...i have a great father, but unfortunately works a lot, sleeps alot, and his other time is spent with his finace. i guess im just not adjusting well to everything. i mean granted, my dad at this point is all i have, and lets face it, you cant tell your parents everything. idk..maybe its just me being over sensitive. who knows. but he called and said that he was getting or work early to come home and take me somewhere and that he's "sorry for my mom not inviting me." ...he shouldnt have to feel sorry for me. i just cant wait until im old enough to leave here. i dont want to stay here a day past college, if i even go. my annoying cousin is over here and wont leave me alone, i wish she would just go home. agh, bad morning, my phone wouldnt stop ringing and once i wake up and i usually cant go back to sleep. bah, im going to see Atreyu on the 29th at the glasshouse...eeek, im so fucking excited. thats making my day better to. im going to go and watch "But Im A Cheerleader"...ill update later on tonight about my day. spring fucking break baby, woo!