Jul 27, 2005 00:41
...This little journey back to my hometown is turning into more than just a summer vacation. I would have never expected that a trip back to this place would turn into a blessing in disguise... Such a frozen place in my heart is slowly melting away.... anger and bitterness. Although I still don't like this place I know as home, I have a certain respect for it that I could never have understood before this moment. I find myself laughing at the strangest times, I find myself feeling at peace with the questions of the universe that plagued my heart for so long, I find myself loving this world; good or bad, I find myself falling in love with no one and nothing at all;just doing it for the hell of it. I find myself loving me and not caring who does or doesn't care. I find myself... wait, that's it, I'm finding myself...