every line is about who i dont want to write about anymore...
how come when it rains it pours? i swear when things start getting bad they get really bad. and all at once. Tuesday overwhelmed me. im still trying to recover... that's gonna take awhile. i cant stop writing, its great. i love it so much. i honestly havent written in forever. im switching up my style somewhat. i used to only write shit down when i felt inspired. im just going to keep writing and writing and writing until i figure myself out. im always amazed at what comes out of me sometimes. its not necessarily brilliant but ill just reread it and be like damn that's what ive been trying to say for so long. it really helps me a lot. im hoping i can get through this. i cant wait to go home this weekend. i just need to chill there, see my family. weird how much i love my family now. i used to hate them so much. my guess is that ive grown up and they have accepted me for who i really am. if i only i knew who i was. ok i think im done. peace to some love to some.