New profile. Started out of spite because he'll read it. now im just happy
I`m an all or nothing kind of guy, who`s still perfecting his stroke. Recently life and the people renting it along side me have been playing around with my heart a bit :)
Which is good and well, because my life was a seemingly endless minimum wage sorting job where i wore a hair net and watched over a conveyor belt of crap, sorting the dodgy from the less dodgy.
Starting with a broken relationship a few weeks ago, the crap has been evacuating my life at full pelt. I dont know if i scared it with an empty threat or if it just saw the tears bottle up and explode and felt sorry for me.
So in true mid-mid-life crisis style, i`m a swimmer now! I own goggles and a weekly membership. I even hire a locker and swim with a lifeguard mate. I only know one stroke, but like i said, im perfecting it. And i do owe a lot to the people around me who are there with advice and breathing techniques.
Working by day as an oral plumbers assistant (thats 4 and a half days a week) and cramming as much else into my life in the parts that aren`t already taken. Im also a budding massage therapist, have a year and a half to go on that qualification but the pockets are in no hurry to fork out the next $6000 for night collage fees.
I live alone as of this year in a nice little house in hornsby. Which i think for 20 was a big step.
I`d like to travel someday, but im not a coward. I want to do it with the person i love and I have nothing to run from. Especially in relationships. The recent flop of a relationship made me so painfully aware that im the kind of person that has a weed growing up inside. Being that i`d sooner jump ship than become an arrogant, self-serving, career focused thirty something with no emotion or depth or heart, well... I`ve had a glimpse of the example and im taking a crash course in internal gardening.
From the people i will actually love forever, im learning that im the sort of person that brings it to a relationship. I get fiery, i get overwhelmingly adoring, i get unsure and i get reassured. When i find someone new, i`ll still have those attributes to bring to the party. If you bought a token for the ride, you might want to wait for a while. Im still gardening and i know how unfair it would be to start something with a beautiful new person when im still mourning over an ugly old one.
Which is good and well, because my life was a seemingly endless minimum wage sorting job where i wore a hair net and watched over a conveyor belt of crap, sorting the dodgy from the less dodgy.
Starting with a broken relationship a few weeks ago, the crap has been evacuating my life at full pelt. I dont know if i scared it with an empty threat or if it just saw the tears bottle up and explode and felt sorry for me.
So in true mid-mid-life crisis style, i`m a swimmer now! I own goggles and a weekly membership. I even hire a locker and swim with a lifeguard mate. I only know one stroke, but like i said, im perfecting it. And i do owe a lot to the people around me who are there with advice and breathing techniques.
Working by day as an oral plumbers assistant (thats 4 and a half days a week) and cramming as much else into my life in the parts that aren`t already taken. Im also a budding massage therapist, have a year and a half to go on that qualification but the pockets are in no hurry to fork out the next $6000 for night collage fees.
I live alone as of this year in a nice little house in hornsby. Which i think for 20 was a big step.
I`d like to travel someday, but im not a coward. I want to do it with the person i love and I have nothing to run from. Especially in relationships. The recent flop of a relationship made me so painfully aware that im the kind of person that has a weed growing up inside. Being that i`d sooner jump ship than become an arrogant, self-serving, career focused thirty something with no emotion or depth or heart, well... I`ve had a glimpse of the example and im taking a crash course in internal gardening.
From the people i will actually love forever, im learning that im the sort of person that brings it to a relationship. I get fiery, i get overwhelmingly adoring, i get unsure and i get reassured. When i find someone new, i`ll still have those attributes to bring to the party. If you bought a token for the ride, you might want to wait for a while. Im still gardening and i know how unfair it would be to start something with a beautiful new person when im still mourning over an ugly old one.