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[thegirlwholost]

so yeah.
i don't like using this thing
but i use myspace too much.
haha.

i've been thinking about it
& i leave fer texas soon.
still not sure when though.
=/

i feel like people are already trying to replace me,
& grow away from me,
& i'm not even gone yet.
it kindof sucks
cause all i want to do
is spend as much quality time
with my friends as possible.

i dunno.
it sucks.

matt is crazy.
one of the last times he was over
he put moms pocket knife
(sharp as hell, btw.)
up to his throat,
kneeled next to my bed
where i was laying,
& started saying things like
"just say the word
& i'll do it."

i was just like
"do it"
cause if you're gunna threaten me like that
you better fucking do it if i tell you to.

he didn't.
but it was still scary.

so i'm breaking up with him.

i dunno HOW THE HELL
boys could ever think
that a girl would find
something like that
sweet.

meh.

life is okay, i guess.
just a little rocky atm.

oh, & btw;
i smoke pot, freely,
once again.

i've also got the munchies
so i'm off to find food
with lynbeth.
=]

♥me.