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[thegirlmedea]

i'm so... tired
and today...sad
as the summer winds down i find myself increasingly wanting to be alone
and read or work on little art projects
get ready to go back up to san luis obispo
i have very little money
i really want to go back to school and throw myself into design and/or
learning something new
i enrolled in a beginning piano class
if i drink anything...i will be sad
i think working in the mall is finally taking it's toll
i want to be outside in the last days of summer
no smells of junk food and garbage and plastic and cloth
i think it's stupid to be this mopey
I'm usually really good at amusing or at least distracting myself in these situations
but I don't know quite what to do right now.