i shot a man in reno just to watch him die.

[thegirlhaswoah]

it is honestly getting harder and harder to live in my house everyday. I knew that this is what would happen if I started talking to my dad and grandparents again, which is why I never told her. My borther however has a fucking huge mouth and needs to get on her every nerve and make it hard for all of us to live. She still doesn't know that I'm talking to them or my dad and she NEVER will. My brother doesnt get it. I knew, I KNEW she would get defensive and all worked up like we didn't love her and we didn't aprciate her, if she found out we were speaking to them. That is EXACTLY what happened. I am so sick of it. I don't necessarily want to hide it, because I love my mom I really do, shes my mom the only one I'll ever have and I would never turn my back on her, but that doesnt make her easy to live with. I'm just glad I have school everyday and I'm not home a lot on the weekends so i say out of her way and she stays out of mine.

time to play chauffer.

♥alex