let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words
i don't know why, but i just have this feeling that although junior year is gonna be hell in school, at the same time it will be just good. better than last year. or at least for me i guess, because last year was just really hard for me, really hard, not academically but just in general.
i know people are tired of hearing about the summer, but i don't really care. i had a good summer and if that pisses you off, i'm sorry. and i miss summer, but you know what why do you even care if all i talk about is how awesome mine was. i probably don't talk about it to you, so what's the difference.
blah anyways, i just feel that although things have changed (some of which i am scared of/not happy with) i really feel like i changed for the better this summer. i met people who really just gave the support i needed when people from home weren't there or were too caught up in themselves to care. i truly hope that i never lose these amazing people, because i know i wouldn't be the same without them, even though some i only knew for 2 weeks.
nothing is completely perfect of course, but Lauren once told me this quote: "To love the rose you must also love the thorns." for some reason i really just like that, because sometimes i'm just so scared to let others see my flaws and i'm so critical of others. but really no one and nothing is perfect, there are always going to be those thorns, but as long as you can still see the overall beauty of something, you can learn to love and appreciate people for who and what they really are.
This summer, i did not get wasted or go partying. i met smart, inspiring people who deep down are just"good kids." i also thought about a lot of things dealing with relationships, attitudes, outlooks, love, ideas, and the way that people are. I relaxed, and talked, and watched the stars. I sang my heart out, danced to White Tee, made a fool of myself, laughed, cried, swang on swings, and watched tv. my summer WAS amazing, and i hope that i will carry what i've learned with me through this junior year and the rest of my life.
if you have a favorite quote, saying, lyrics or anything like that, please let me know.
i know people are tired of hearing about the summer, but i don't really care. i had a good summer and if that pisses you off, i'm sorry. and i miss summer, but you know what why do you even care if all i talk about is how awesome mine was. i probably don't talk about it to you, so what's the difference.
blah anyways, i just feel that although things have changed (some of which i am scared of/not happy with) i really feel like i changed for the better this summer. i met people who really just gave the support i needed when people from home weren't there or were too caught up in themselves to care. i truly hope that i never lose these amazing people, because i know i wouldn't be the same without them, even though some i only knew for 2 weeks.
nothing is completely perfect of course, but Lauren once told me this quote: "To love the rose you must also love the thorns." for some reason i really just like that, because sometimes i'm just so scared to let others see my flaws and i'm so critical of others. but really no one and nothing is perfect, there are always going to be those thorns, but as long as you can still see the overall beauty of something, you can learn to love and appreciate people for who and what they really are.
This summer, i did not get wasted or go partying. i met smart, inspiring people who deep down are just"good kids." i also thought about a lot of things dealing with relationships, attitudes, outlooks, love, ideas, and the way that people are. I relaxed, and talked, and watched the stars. I sang my heart out, danced to White Tee, made a fool of myself, laughed, cried, swang on swings, and watched tv. my summer WAS amazing, and i hope that i will carry what i've learned with me through this junior year and the rest of my life.
if you have a favorite quote, saying, lyrics or anything like that, please let me know.