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I think it's ironic how a person can be so excited about something, but when the time comes they get a little depressed and scared because they don't know what's coming.
So many goodbyes lately... and its weird not knowing when or if you'll ever see those familar faces again.
There have been a lot of thoughts and emotions running through me lately, but I haven't been able to collect them into writing an actual full-length entry.
I'm sure I'll have one somewhere between Thursday and Sunday after or while I'm saying most of my goodbyes and get myself settled in else where... because I know I'll need to write something in order to help cope!!
After all, I've spent a quarter of my life here -- I strongly hate it, but I honestly love it more -- it's time to step away to allow growth and answer my question of, "How am I going to spend the rest of life??"
There's been too many dreams passing through this mind and heart of mine of the multiple possibilities this world/universe has to offer. How to choose... or where to start??
So many goodbyes lately... and its weird not knowing when or if you'll ever see those familar faces again.
There have been a lot of thoughts and emotions running through me lately, but I haven't been able to collect them into writing an actual full-length entry.
I'm sure I'll have one somewhere between Thursday and Sunday after or while I'm saying most of my goodbyes and get myself settled in else where... because I know I'll need to write something in order to help cope!!
After all, I've spent a quarter of my life here -- I strongly hate it, but I honestly love it more -- it's time to step away to allow growth and answer my question of, "How am I going to spend the rest of life??"
There's been too many dreams passing through this mind and heart of mine of the multiple possibilities this world/universe has to offer. How to choose... or where to start??