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[thegirl22]

I feel so neutralized right now. Yesterday was strange. It was a shitty day and a great day...so they cancel each other out right? -1+1=0 Funny how life does that to you. My negative is that my job sucks butt and they keep setting me back. BUT the good thing is that I FINALLY got into UC Santa Cruz. Now I have to see about Irvine and Santa Barbara

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[rubyredroses]

Hmm. You and I really need to actually see eachother in person and have a long time. Im sorry. I can understand the way you feel but Im totally not in that position. You must feel trapped sort of in a way.

Are you at the point where you want to be with him but need to go out too?

Im probably the most confused in my situation that I have ever been. I feel so trapped and so not...so lonely and so not...and ahhhh. I want to move. I dont want to move. I want to run. I want to stay.

HEEEEEEEELP. haha. No but seriously you and I need to see eachother and talk and hang out...without me getting arrested. HAHA. <3

[sheknewit]

Don't feel sad... its funny how you see the direction, you know whats coming, but you know you're just not ready for that. Trust me, wait till you're both ready. It will happen eventually and you'll both be happy with the timing.

oh yeah, i miss you.