lately this has been my life. and im about sick of it.

[thegijojo]

Since You left us, all i can think about is is this who i want to be when i leave?

for the past few months all i do is "party" i guess you'd call it.
i havent had but ONE weekend since christmas break where ive stayed sober.
Ive done alot of things ive regreted,
Ive had alot of rumors spread about me,
ive stopped biking,
ive become this girl

that im not.

ive met alot of new people, been alot of new places,
and now im just learning that ive been doing it wrong the whole time.

ive had alot of fun, for sure.
but i need to focus on working and saving for AIH

but things are turning around.
the only thing really bugging me now, is im moving and its holding you back.

YOU HAVE FIVE MINUTES TO LEAVE...