today was boring too. lucas called me and wished me a merry christmas and i keep forgetting to call him back.
i cleaned my guinea pigs cage, cleaned/disenfected/dusted/vacuumed my room & bathroom, vacuumed around the house, swept off the porch today. chores make me tired.
joal and i will probably hang out on monday, i think. he's got band practice tomorrow and i was hoping i could go but i'm not sure because of my transportation situation.
i'm going to go get an application for publix sometime this afternoon and then going to go rent a movie for my brother & i tonight.
brian got a livejournal!
i miss joal very much. i keep dreaming of him at night (as always) and waking up sad because he isn't there with me. one day, he'll climb up to my window (he'll bring a ladder) and climb into bed with me and i can sing him to sleep. <3 i'm so cheesy but i think that's what supposed to happen when you are in love.
we will be 1 year in about... 29 days. <3 i can't wait.
so, i guess it's back to school on tuesday. i can't believe we have to go back. it isn't fair. but i guess i'm one day closer to being able to do what i want to do. ...and i'm not really sure what that is yet. *head hurts* "where do you see yourself in 5 yrs?" I DONT KNOW. JUST NOT HERE.
lovies for all of you. <3