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[theghostandagun]

Last night I decided to go to Wayne's again. We went to Target to get some necessities, Taco Bell, and then gas. And while I was parking Ryan called. I answered and was so delighted yet at the same time I was like ehh being my boyfriend is sitting right beside me and the boy I like is talking to me on the phone. I couldn't just tell him to call back later, so I talked and he was laughing at me because I couldn't multi-task at the gas pump. Friday we have a date at the dry cleaners :]...so 20 minutes later I get off and look at Wayne and he's all serious and pissed. I ask if he's mad and he says yeah. So I get upset because I can't seem to do anything right. we go back to his place, he's now in a better mood, we go to the hot tub and swimming pool for a bit, then go back up and watch a porn, ha.

I fucking hate this...
I love Wayne but I've liked Ryan before I even knew Wayne. So what do I do?