May 18, 2005 21:03
So
im starting to realize that ive changed...ppl r getting sick of me and
im losing a lot of friends and idk wut i did wrong...it seems like im
being left out and stuff and half the friends i had a month ago i dont
have now i dont get where i changed or how i did it or wut i changed
into...but idk i want things to go bck to normal...it seems like none
of my friends wanna do things with me nemore or tell me things nemore
or talk to me about things...it seems like i did sumthing to lose all
of there trust and that im just sum shadow around them...there all
bcomming close and im drifting away...its like im a loner which is
pretty pathetic...and wuts bugging me the most is that my dream is to b
a physchiatrist when i grow up and help so many ppl with there problems
and i def wont get far when i cant even help my own best friend...