Pure Loss
I have alays felt sad after a break up but mostly mad. But this time is different. This time I am sitting here and I feel total loss. For once it wasnt about not being alone. It wasnt about showing off. I loved him for how he made me feel. For the person he was. Never thought anyone could be this perfect. And now I am just sad. Empty. I have given up all hope. I dont want to live right now. Not anymore. He was my life.