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I hate that feeling that eats inside of you when you know you made a mistake by letting someone go a long time ago and then never did anything to get them back. But what I hate even more is when you care for someone so much and you know that they probably don't even feel the same or would even consider being with you. It really grinds my gears. Am I not good enough for them? That's what it feels like sometimes. All I know is that I can't get this out of my head and all I want is to know what she is thinking and if there would even be a slight chance for me. That's all I need. Now I just have to follow through.