truth
Life is driving me crazy right now....I feel like I'm in a monotonous dream that is going a million miles per minute and never stops. For the past couple of months, I have been on the same treadmill just cruising and not having to worry about a thing (well a couple of things). I'm actually pretty excited to start thinking for myself and learning alot about life, even if that means it has to come the hard way. At the point I'm at right now, I feel as if I have amnesia and everyday is a completely new. Ok, it may not be that bad but it sure feels that way at times. I want to be able to take a class or study and actually LEARN something. With almost every class I have taken, I have forgotten almost all of the material taught. It comes back in spurts, but for the most part I can't seem seem to piece everything together. This makes me sad in ways because I know I have potential to do something great, but there is something holding me back at the moment. I, along with others, know what this is and I will not mention it because it is not needed. Once this is stopped or at least slowed down, I know that my true intelligence wil show. This is a hard truth I have just discovered about myself and now I am persistent to prove to everyone that I won't let anything hold me down. I just can't. I have too many things I want to do.