Aug 12, 2006 15:38
I want out.
I want out of this.
What I have right now is just not working out, and I don't know how much longer I can keep pretending.
Tennessee is in 9 days, I'm more than excited to see Karin. I think I miss her the most right now than any other time over the course of this 2 year period.
Hopefully we'll get to go spelunking, it's hella expensive but would be the ultimate in cool ass shit. Apparently there's some really huge dinosaur museum too, which I'd be more than down for.
Only problem is, I think a lot of that shit is far away from where we'll be, but hopefully we'll find something close. They have paintballing at tons of places there too, which is also something I'd like to try.
I'm buying a new camera right before we leave, just to put myself in debt a little more, you know?
My 80's cam just ain't cuttin' it anymore, but it's been a pleasure.
I'm nervous for school, but it couldn't come any faster.
I want Chantelle to come home now, I'm through with her being gone.
Plus now Erin is gone for an entire week. Great.
Maybe I'll finish a year of school and then move, if things are going to stay this way.
I don't think my insides could possibly get worse from here.