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oh. shit.
I almost just fucked school and considered moving away. I realize now that I cannot do that, my mom would murder me. We'll see what happens after first year.
I have the 17th to the 28th off or something like that. I need to go somewhere, with or without friends. Windsor is eating me alive.
Is there bigger and better? Or does it depend on what you make of where you live and what you do?
My issue is not the city itself, it's what lies inside and the fact that I continually want to run away from my problems.
I don't know where to go in July, but wherever it is, it better have promises of peace and happiness. I want peace and happiness, I want no more of what I presently have going for me.
They lied when they said your teen years are the hardest, I'm having the most difficulty right now. I think I'm a late bloomer.
All my decisions are the opposite of what I actually want, I have no self-control.
A few days ago I felt I was in a good spot, I took that, stomped on it, and threw it out the window. Maybe i'll go on vacation and find it once again, only this time, I will be in control.
Get ahold of yourself.
I almost just fucked school and considered moving away. I realize now that I cannot do that, my mom would murder me. We'll see what happens after first year.
I have the 17th to the 28th off or something like that. I need to go somewhere, with or without friends. Windsor is eating me alive.
Is there bigger and better? Or does it depend on what you make of where you live and what you do?
My issue is not the city itself, it's what lies inside and the fact that I continually want to run away from my problems.
I don't know where to go in July, but wherever it is, it better have promises of peace and happiness. I want peace and happiness, I want no more of what I presently have going for me.
They lied when they said your teen years are the hardest, I'm having the most difficulty right now. I think I'm a late bloomer.
All my decisions are the opposite of what I actually want, I have no self-control.
A few days ago I felt I was in a good spot, I took that, stomped on it, and threw it out the window. Maybe i'll go on vacation and find it once again, only this time, I will be in control.
Get ahold of yourself.