my world has just come to an end.

[thegeneral_]

So last night I had a breakdown. Tears, boogers, uncontrollable sobbing, and shaking, the works. I didn’t stop till around 1 in the morning, when I basically wore myself out and then just went to sleep. I felt like such shit last night it wasn’t even funny. I am so tired of everything. Trying to balance school, work, and play with each other has worn me down to a shell of a human being, I am pretty much dead all the time, and not the person everybody knows me as. Last night I finally lost the battle with my anger, and let go, and I did not have control over my temper. I allowed my temper to get the better of me, and I allowed it to hurt someone whom I love very deeply, because of my inability to keep a civil tongue I have probably done irreversible damage, and I pray to go nothing like that was done, but if that is the case, I take full and complete responsibility for my actions. I would like to apologize to anyone who I might have hurt or offended, not that hurtful words can be undone by other words. I would ask for your forgiveness, and understanding. If this is not the case, then do not shed tears on my behalf, this is life welcome to it, it will continue on with or without you.

Empty, and tired
Jason