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im not very good with openings and conclusions
nor have i been able to handle reality just illusions
and i remember the beginning just like it was yesterday
but my minds been gettin foggy and memories start to fade
unanswered questions that im left disecting
relationships that i spend to much time perfecting
and i creep through these streets like a ghost now
and the questions change from why to how
no i think i can answer that one i whisper under my breath
i just cause stress i see that now i can confess
people can spend their whole lives lookin for something thats already there
and i still remember the petty shit like the smell of your hair
but it gets tainted by the scent of hate
and i keep looking but i realize its to late
So i'll keep walking but im not really here
i wore out my welcome and my thoughts are no longer clear
and will i get what i had back whos to say
as im starin in the eyes of another fine laday
yo shes got the cali vibe, make me feel warm inside
i cant get hurt again but maybe this is ride
but i still walk with my head a lil bit lower
kickin the pebbles thinkin bout how i still loathe her
call and hang up i cant take the pain
how many memories can be held in a single frame
i escape in the music and the people who i trust
i could paint a million scars with a single brush
cuz actions speak louder than words, but words speak for themselves
can you believe our heaven turned into this hell
im left with nothing but just to reminisce
as im searching for someone with a softer kiss
a morbid mind is where i seek sanity
the voice of an angel now only spits profanity
but i knew u way back then, i whisper to my old friend
and thats what makes it the hardest in the end....
nor have i been able to handle reality just illusions
and i remember the beginning just like it was yesterday
but my minds been gettin foggy and memories start to fade
unanswered questions that im left disecting
relationships that i spend to much time perfecting
and i creep through these streets like a ghost now
and the questions change from why to how
no i think i can answer that one i whisper under my breath
i just cause stress i see that now i can confess
people can spend their whole lives lookin for something thats already there
and i still remember the petty shit like the smell of your hair
but it gets tainted by the scent of hate
and i keep looking but i realize its to late
So i'll keep walking but im not really here
i wore out my welcome and my thoughts are no longer clear
and will i get what i had back whos to say
as im starin in the eyes of another fine laday
yo shes got the cali vibe, make me feel warm inside
i cant get hurt again but maybe this is ride
but i still walk with my head a lil bit lower
kickin the pebbles thinkin bout how i still loathe her
call and hang up i cant take the pain
how many memories can be held in a single frame
i escape in the music and the people who i trust
i could paint a million scars with a single brush
cuz actions speak louder than words, but words speak for themselves
can you believe our heaven turned into this hell
im left with nothing but just to reminisce
as im searching for someone with a softer kiss
a morbid mind is where i seek sanity
the voice of an angel now only spits profanity
but i knew u way back then, i whisper to my old friend
and thats what makes it the hardest in the end....