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i came to a disturbing realization last night: i dont have friends anymore. like, i have friends, but i dont feel like im as close to them as i used to be. example: last night i went to visit bemis at the liquor store, and she said she'd call me when she got home and maybe we could hang out. only phone call i got last night was from my dad.
im also having a hard time with al's trip to concord. like, im glad he wants to go see his friends, but does he really need to be there for a week? and i love how the plan just randomly went from me driving him up later in the week to him leaving tuesday afternoon with no warning. especially since i asked him last week to help me figure out this whole insurance thing so i could get my car registered and give my dad's back, and he didnt do anything. im starting to feel like the only time anything gets done is when i do it, and i dont have time to do most of the stuff i need to. and it really hurt when he didnt even call to say goodnight last night...it really made me feel unimportant and like he doesnt miss me at all. i dont know.
maybe im jsut being stupid.
im also having a hard time with al's trip to concord. like, im glad he wants to go see his friends, but does he really need to be there for a week? and i love how the plan just randomly went from me driving him up later in the week to him leaving tuesday afternoon with no warning. especially since i asked him last week to help me figure out this whole insurance thing so i could get my car registered and give my dad's back, and he didnt do anything. im starting to feel like the only time anything gets done is when i do it, and i dont have time to do most of the stuff i need to. and it really hurt when he didnt even call to say goodnight last night...it really made me feel unimportant and like he doesnt miss me at all. i dont know.
maybe im jsut being stupid.