such a bold move for a sad sad man..
worried, sad, confused, lonely, losted, disappointed, let down all these feelings have numbed my brain to utter stupidness. not caring and giving up always seems like the best thing for me to do. worried, how long i can fool myself. never seems like i can do it for long. money, power, laws all of which mean lil to nothing to me, make me sick, but to seem to plague my every step. sad, to see that society and the people that live in it have once again got the best of me. it's killing my every being, not sure how long i can maintain. confused, everything seems like a great big hallucination, never knowing whats real and whats not. who to trust and who not too. lonely, seems like i will have to make my journey alone. its hard to keep on going with out support, its weakin my soul being so losted. disappointed, i try to keep my hopes high and be content, but i'm always getting let down and most importantly i let myself down. I keep on fooling myself that i can go on and everything will be just peachy. but i think the sad reality is that it will never be. these are the card i have been dealt. i guess i will just play out the hand and see what happens...