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things are so messed up right now, i dont even know whats going on, all i know is im sad ALL the time. i dont want to be around people, i dont want to talk about it. then i think how will this solve anything, and i know it wont. but at the same time i know i just cant talk about it...its so personal, so intense, so not how my life has ever been before. and well, i truely hate my life right now, i want things to go back to the way they used to be. when i was happy. is that even a possibility??