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i didnt do a lot today like pretty much i just stayed at the house and did nothing like i already said i dont know why i did nothing i just didnt feel like doing anything i think im depressed i mean i lost a good friend in january and now its just like put my life in sort of a perspective kind of way and just you know whatever
i guess i shouldnt say whatever but i did i mean death isnt a good thing and ive had my share of death things and i guess thats not something i should be bragging bout but its true so i think i should think more seriously on the matter it just didnt really phase me much until recently and i think i should be more responsible with me life and the life of the people around me
my mum is getting tired of william being a rebel and wants to send me to indiana to be with me and the people and then to take him back to the uk and its like wtf mum i cant take on the responsibility of a adolecent i dont even know how old he is...well oliver is 4yrs after me and that makes me 20 going on 21 and william is 4yrs after him which makes him 16 going on 17 and larz is 8yrs after which makes me 9 and then Christoph is 5 and and Jolie is 3 wow time flys i cant believe it well i dont know if i want to raise another one of my brothers i guess its in the genes i didnt really expect my brothers to turn out like me because i wasnt around oliver much growing up because i was always out but then he ended up doing a lot like me by running away and then living with me indiana and now he is just like me and then william i was NEVER around but he is doing the same things and hanging out with the brothers of my friends its just all one big circle my kids will probably be like me and Christoph will probably be like them because i know for sure Larz will take after me hahhahaha
anyway i cant believe ive typed this much out especially since no one reads this anymore but if you do then i hope you found this mildly entertaining
mikey
i guess i shouldnt say whatever but i did i mean death isnt a good thing and ive had my share of death things and i guess thats not something i should be bragging bout but its true so i think i should think more seriously on the matter it just didnt really phase me much until recently and i think i should be more responsible with me life and the life of the people around me
my mum is getting tired of william being a rebel and wants to send me to indiana to be with me and the people and then to take him back to the uk and its like wtf mum i cant take on the responsibility of a adolecent i dont even know how old he is...well oliver is 4yrs after me and that makes me 20 going on 21 and william is 4yrs after him which makes him 16 going on 17 and larz is 8yrs after which makes me 9 and then Christoph is 5 and and Jolie is 3 wow time flys i cant believe it well i dont know if i want to raise another one of my brothers i guess its in the genes i didnt really expect my brothers to turn out like me because i wasnt around oliver much growing up because i was always out but then he ended up doing a lot like me by running away and then living with me indiana and now he is just like me and then william i was NEVER around but he is doing the same things and hanging out with the brothers of my friends its just all one big circle my kids will probably be like me and Christoph will probably be like them because i know for sure Larz will take after me hahhahaha
anyway i cant believe ive typed this much out especially since no one reads this anymore but if you do then i hope you found this mildly entertaining
mikey