Frozen Meat
I sat down to post cause I felt kinda shitty and then I suddenly felt happy. So I don't know what to say anymore. haha
Life is so funny lately. It amuses me that Tom is the one with the other person and not me. All this time, I have been using him as my remedy to bridge the time between Dans and now that that's over (which, yes, I might add, it's still over), I have no one and he suddenly has new girl. Oh how the tables have turned...
I am thinking about Christmas party at Dan's. I almost wish I was working so that I would have an excuse not to go and see him and turn into flan (Jiggly but somehow remaining in the same geometric shape). If it's anything like last year, though, I probably won't see him much anyway. We'll have some soup and I'll talk to random people. My goal is to not text him til then. Do you think it's possible??? It has been a week now. Haven't even saved one to drafts! haha. Thursday came and went without any discussion of our show. pretty impressive. I think about him from the minute my eyes open. But it's a sad thought, not a yearning one, so it's still healthy. I am happy with it.
Hamburger helper tonight.
Work at 7.
So I hung out with Tugs a few times. Don't know if I mentioned that. Two days we hung out and it was barely-keep-myself-from-jumping-on-him-exciting, great conversation, fun times. Then I started hating him. And now he is soooo annoying and pointless. Too bad. Didn't even have sex. eww. He grosses me out now.
I wonder if there's any tricks to making meat thaw faster... google... not really.
Life is so funny lately. It amuses me that Tom is the one with the other person and not me. All this time, I have been using him as my remedy to bridge the time between Dans and now that that's over (which, yes, I might add, it's still over), I have no one and he suddenly has new girl. Oh how the tables have turned...
I am thinking about Christmas party at Dan's. I almost wish I was working so that I would have an excuse not to go and see him and turn into flan (Jiggly but somehow remaining in the same geometric shape). If it's anything like last year, though, I probably won't see him much anyway. We'll have some soup and I'll talk to random people. My goal is to not text him til then. Do you think it's possible??? It has been a week now. Haven't even saved one to drafts! haha. Thursday came and went without any discussion of our show. pretty impressive. I think about him from the minute my eyes open. But it's a sad thought, not a yearning one, so it's still healthy. I am happy with it.
Hamburger helper tonight.
Work at 7.
So I hung out with Tugs a few times. Don't know if I mentioned that. Two days we hung out and it was barely-keep-myself-from-jumping-on-him-exciting, great conversation, fun times. Then I started hating him. And now he is soooo annoying and pointless. Too bad. Didn't even have sex. eww. He grosses me out now.
I wonder if there's any tricks to making meat thaw faster... google... not really.