Sep 06, 2008 18:20
My sad went away for a bit. I think, actually, it just got overlooked by the excitement of vacation. Once we got settled on the ship it was back, like an old friend. I secret cried. I am so sneaky! I have learned to be so sneaky. I hate that. I need someone to figure me out. I know, though, that if someone tried I would just hate them, get away from them, be sneaky, lie, etc. til they left me alone. I am a labyrinth.
Well, the cruise was oh my god delicious. We looooooved it. It was sweet and kind and warm and gooey. So much fun! Pictures, oh my- there are pictures. There were food and so much food, dolphins, waves, pink-sand beaches, emergency drills, toga parties, casino winnings (but mostly losings), bingo and wii, magicians and comedians, bed, balcony, coral reef, rum swizzle amongst other copious amounts of alcoholic beverages, new friends, bitches and hoes, swimming, mmm wine, sushi, soup, creme brulee, art auction bids, los amigos, Eric the friendly waiter, Luna the baby dolphin, cigars, customs, hot stone massage, formal wear, cheesecake, movies, room service, glass bottom boat, spongebob, shower, breakfast, gifts and trinkets, rum cake, photography, Dominica, Hamilton, sunset, Bone Fish... it was illuminating. I love the open sea. love love love. I need to see everywhere. It can and will be done. I am in love.
Dan called on Thurs. Bad reception in the ocean so he couldn't hear me - but I heard him, i was there. He wanted to make sure I was safe. Bahamas had big storm, he didn't know they had changed our itinerary. He just needed to make sure I was safe. He loves me and it reaches across the world. Over the sea. He loves me from across the sea.
That's all for now.