Got a Job!
Here I am, at work. I work for Baker and Mckenzie, a law firm on 5oth Street and 3rd Avenue. I get paid 16.25 an hr, more than I have ever made before. It is a bullshit job, but it will pay the bills ( so to speak). Raluca got back yesterday, and called me from the plane. I was getting ready to get self-righteous and give her a sppech about how her not calling m eon her birthday hurt me, as I wanted to give her a gift and see her before she left, but thenshe told me she did call, and it was busy. And that she had a hectic day. And now I feel like an asshole for being so selfish and reacting the way I did. Thankfully, I didn't get to talk to her until she told me last night, so I didn't say anything stupid or hurtful. Hearing her voice also calmed me- I could not be mad at her for something to stupid. Apparently, Jared can't be with her- and she is really hurt. I hope she will be okay- I have faith in her. I really do. She wll be fine. Why anyone, especially someone who loves her and who she was with for so long, would not want to be with her, is beyond me. Jared is so lucky to have her affections aimed at him. I really wish she had romantic feelings for somone who deserved them and had them for her. Maybe she will meet someone at Bard this year; who knows. Anyways, I'm at work. I gotta go. Later.