Apr 10, 2005 17:04
Wow... Its been forever since I have updated this thing... You must forgive me because this whole week I have had EXXXXXAMSSSS... gahhh... yea which basically means me going in class.. sitting next to a dorky kid... then copying their 100 question multiple choice test answer for answer.. I got like a 73... and 83.. and a 62... yeahhh not that great.. but that averages to like a 72.. with no studying.. which is cool.
In other news, me and my escalady are doing awesome. Meaning we hang out all day every day, and love every second of it. Well... I do at least. Havent seen X-Files in a while though and that saddens me, but we plan on renting the movie soon. IM glad I havent seen law and order in a while, but I miss my boy that always looks tired, with the girl partner. But Im pretty happy right now... with just about everything. I just hate knowing I have everything to lose, and that scares me LOTS. But Id rather be on top then not having everything, so I guess I should just shut up and be happy right? Easier said than done. Gahhhhh
So there was some knocking on the little house door last nite.. at 4 frickin oclock. And i didnt answer.. i thought who ever it was would go away. But the knocking continued.. SO i got out of bed and answered in my boxers and with my crazy hair.. and It was Luke. And he says... Daveeee... Lets go to steak n shake... hahahaha I love that kid... And rob and ryan went with us.. It took like 3 cars to get there and back... long story. But me and luke went and looked at those huge red towers.. Ive never seen em before.. and it was awesome.. haha how romantic. THen he drove me home but I denied him the goodnite kiss... Maybe next time buddy.
Sometimes I love you but sometimes I hate you. I hate that I didnt meet you sooner, that I wasnt the first one you fell for, that I wasnt the first one to passionately kiss your lips, that I wasnt the first one to get lost in your eyes, that I wasnt the first to hug you tight and pull you near, that I wasnt the first one to cuddle with you and watch tv, that I wasnt the first one you nervously wrapped your hand around, and that I wasnt the first to get a peice of your heart. But I promise now that I met you, fell for you, kissed your lips, got lost in your eyes, hugged you tight and pulled you near, cuddled with you and watched tv, nervously wrapped my hand in yours, and have a peice of your heart... I see more in you than anyone else ever has or will, and I can only dream to be the last to do all those things with and more.
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