Feb 28, 2005 10:49
The following are songs I wrote. These are my first attempts at actually writing a song, and not a poem. No rhyme scheme, no real thought out pattern. This is as emo as emo gets.
I Get the Point---
Im a moron I know... tell me something new.
I know im probably bugging you or scaring you, but I get the point.
I spill my heart out hoping you will clean up my emotions and put them back inside me, after some reassurance. All I need every once in a while is some reasurrance.
But they lie there on the floor unattended and unwelcome, and I fell.
Fell for everything you are. But you, you didnt fall anywhere.
But I get the point.
Obvious-----
If you wonder why I worry so much, I thought it was obvious.
Im afraid of losing you. I thought it was clear, that I cant lose you.
But its hard to lose something you never really had.
So now im letting go of false hopes and unreal expectations.
I thought it was obvious, that I want you. I thought it was clear, that I want you.
Its obvious, you dont want me. Its clear, you dont want me.
Giving Up----
I know I messed up again, I always do. Its clearly not something unordinary.
Unordinary like you. But dont give up on me.
I thought we had something, I thought we have something.
My composure was all I had, now I dont even have that.
I take what I can get, and right now its nothing.
Nothing but giving up.
But dont give up on me. We have something.
Lucky----
If im lucky this morning I will wake up to you.
Whether its from a dream you were in...
We were in together.
Or a message you left on my phone.
But my luck is running thin,
I check my phone, but theres nothing there.
and the dream seems non existent.
But it was so real.
I could have sworn it was real.
But theres nothing there.
Maybe tomorrow I will get lucky.
I hope tomorrow I will get lucky.