Aug 28, 2005 22:35
Well folks, it's official: I'm losing my mind. Sure, sure, Derek says that we shouldn't freak out after the 2nd diagnostic but seriously...screw that, I'm totally FREAKING OUT. I can't believe how continually stressed out and frustrated I am. Am I really this stupid??? Ughhhhhh...........When is this freaking 'Neo in the Matrix' thing going to happen??? I want to bury my head in the sand.
That's all I've got. No new nuggets of joy. The weather is extremely hot, I think I'm going to die...and my mood swings are out of control. Fabulous.
From here on out, I have a LOT of work to do. It's not even funny. It's going to get downright dirty and very ugly.
Time to make the magic happen.