'only you can set expectations for yourself'

[thegak129]

considering it's awfully late, I don't really have time to go into details about the day, but talk about doing a complete 180! I managed to be struck with this realization while at work early this morning...it was a total epiphany. it was fabulous. and I have my big bros to thank for that one, esp J. (the very idea that my eventual absence from the firm would cause a grown man to be consumed with sadness and induce crying is very shocking. yet endearing. but I know exactly what he means.) they are special, truly.

this exam isn't going to kill me. it isn't going to be the be all, end all. everything will happen the way it was meant to happen. I can only try my best/hardest, see where it takes me, do my apps, and see what comes back in my favor and make my decision from there. maybe law isn't my destiny. maybe it isn't my destiny right now. I can be comforted in knowing that no matter what happens, I have a plan B. and quite honestly, it's a great back-up plan. I'm a lucky girl.

so all in all, I'm definitely doing much better. I also learned so many cool things today, too! it's one thing to just talk solely about biz all the time, but when you learn cool things about people on a personal level...it's sweet. helps to reinforce the bonding, the friendships. know what I mean?

(yawns) it's bed time for me. I've had my fill of warm fuzzies for today.