Call my name and save me from the dark
Not really sure what to think... I'm really sad that Kelly just left. It's so hard without her, but I know I can make it a few more weeks. Until I see her again. It's funny just as you get used to waking up next to a person, just as you get used to being with them every moment of every day they get snatched back to either school or work. Well I guess this is envitable, I just wish we could be together for the next 3 years. I know someday we will get married and we will see one another when we wake up. These are the days I hope for, these are the days I can't wait for. They seem all too far away. I wish that they could come a little quicker. I can't wait for the day when I don't have to worry about this anymore. When I don't have to invent something to worry about just because I miss her so much. I know in time we will be together and things will be the way they always were and always will be. I just wish those days would come sooner. In my eyes they can't come quick enough. I'm sure for her they are oh so far away too. Ahh well I guess no matter how hard I try I just can't win this fight. Though I'm sure going to try. I love you Kelly now and forever.