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HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHINNY!!! :D
I will never ever forget yours and jo's birthday cos it is directly one and two week before mine respectively. I really miss you and we needa meet up ok, not just when Kaiyi is back in Singapore. We live like so near! I should go to your house back and hijack your cool grand piano!! Love youuu ♥
Since Chin's birthday is coming, means that mine is coming soon. And today after a rather short but tense conversation with you and loads of thoughts of everything that happened in the span of these months and this week. I feel very not ready to turn 19. With all my reckless emotions and thinkings, I don't feel mature enough to be a 19 year old.
I don't expect anything for my birthday this year. 19 is just another number, it's nothing much ya? Even my 18 was just like that lor. I wanted to like have a chalet to like hapz with my friends or go clubbing but then it is a weekday night, HOW TO? ): Maybe a few things I would like to do this year is to:
1. PIERCE ANOTHER PIERCING ON MY EARS (Been wanting to do this since my 16th birthday but then noone go with me, THIS IS A MUST THIS YEAR YO MUSTMUSTMUST! Oh and someone to sponsor me hoho)
2. VISIT RESORTS WORLD (ok maybe not on my birthday. until all the rides are open and stable)
3. SPEND A TRUE BLUE QUALITY TIME BIRTHDAY WITH FRIENDS (I sincerely don't need fanciful surprises, just a small happy surprise day with the best people would be great)
4. FIND ____ (I think it's very retarded to say out what ____ is so yeah. It's something that can't be bought or done by friends anyway so no worries)
5. NO FANCIFUL PRESENTS PLEASE. (If you guys are thinking of Chip and Dale stuff, seriously I have a whole drawer full of them already leh. Maybe a Chip and Dale waterbottle can la, I sort of need it haha)
6. GO CLUBBING HAHA (I wish ah, weekday night how to go ): )
7. I actually wanted to add to spend it with some specific people but nah, its okay. I shouldn't ask for too much ya. And of course all the usual, good health good grades yada yada and NO MORNING CLASS ON THAT DAY PLEASE. I DON'T WANT GO!!! D:
8. The last thing in the waitlonglong list. MEET KOYAMA AND RAYMOND LAM LIVE. (If this happens then I will die a happy girl even if I died on my birthday. but no, 0% of this happening. so NVM HAHA)
And facebook stopped updating my lj posts onto news feed, no idea why but yeah I changed my birthday on Facebook just so to see when people will actually really wish me happy birthday. Stupid thing la I know but just leave me be.