Push things forwards.....

[thefunkypenguin]

I met a girl called Jasmin on a train a few years back. Had had some sort of problem with Bev at the time, so I was in chat-up overdrive as if on the rebound, but determined not to spook ladies, was looking for friends more than girlfriends. Me and Jasmin were chatting on the train and then got stranded at Queens Park, and it turned out we were both in the Kenton area.

We stayed in touch, and tried to encourage each other to persue our dreams.
I like doing that with people, but I've just realised, that Jasmin managed to make her dream come true within one year, landing her dream job with GreenPeace in Vienna. She was soooo happy. =) It was fabulous. By contrast - I ask myself - how long is it taking, to make my dreams come true? Why am I still here struggling? Is it because all my ambitions are insanely complicated? Or am I dragging my feet, and fudging about, when I should be fast tracking myself to success?

I thought of Jasmin just now, and was tempted to email her.
But I feel like I don't want to contact her until I've made my dream come true.
She'll remember what my dreams were, and ask if I ever realised them.
I don't want to let that expectation down.
She did it in a year,
let's see if I can do it by next year.

Make.
Dreams.
Real.