I hate doing dishes here and with good reasoning behind it.

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My father, and possibly mother, is(are) coming tonight to take most of my stuff home so i don't have to take it all myself on friday when i go home. I packed up most everything i am not going to need, my t.v., printer, and fridge comprise the big stuff going, then i just have the little stuff. There is always the chance that they will want to do something, go out to eat most likely, so we will see how that goes, hopefully jami will want to come to.

I have had a really positive head on my shoulders every since Jami and I had a conversation the other day about the current state of things. It really gave me confidence in myself to be a more responsible individual, since i have not been taking care of myself as of late (lots of icky medical stuff i need to get taken care of). It sucks having the procrastinating mindset that i have had most of this semester. The "I will wait 'til I am home." way of thinking is really dumb and stupid and i really need to stop being like that, for my sake and for the sake of jami, let alone everyone else that is important to me.

Jami is going barhopping with the kids from the women studies department on thursday and i am super jealous of her. I get to work. Even worse than feeling jealous. I need a new job.