Money...wtf
Ok... as if uni couldn't get any worse honestly..stupid life..i hate this. Along with all the actual school crap like midterms and assignments and jury..now my paretns are screaming down my back...oh lovely please keep it up. How am i suppose to ceom up with that much money for them in like 2 days..i can't... hello school means work which means constantly busy! wow...its so god damn easy to give up...and would make sens etoo since my god damn teacher kept me out of honours...no more scholarship for next year and no education, no path i wanted to take etc etc... why did they even start the whole life bullshit... its soo unfair its ridiculous. I wish i could take a vacation... that would be ideal..but unfortunately for me..that definitely wont happen. Oh man...how wonderful life is. You konw i think money should grow on trees...or at least some of it...and you shoudl be able to access it when u need it for good reasons, or when u need it the most. I feel so small and helpless its crazy... how much some thigns cost nowadays is crap. I think its absolute crap...the government is just sucking the moneyn out of us...literally they find their prey and drain them of all they have then move on to the next one. Oh man its heart wrenching to konw i have to come up with this money...and not just the money just to pay fro school...no no...not even close... Yes this year I had to come up with some of it, but then my parents decided to help me after i broke down from an incomprehendable state of upset. Its beyond me it really is, why they charge so god damn much. Its like they don't want us to do anything that we want. Don't want us to become the needed educators of tomorrow, or the docotrs, or police people, or the builders, or scientists etc etc... nope they seem to be able to konw how to accomplish that one... just suck the omney out of us so we dont' want to go back or can't...good idea...whoever thought of that one should keep the ideas coming. They are definitely the brains behind the operation. Oh man... the only thing i'm grateful for is that i have a bro who has been thru it twice and can help me and give me advice. Thats a good thing...anywayz...out to visit cousing then back to london, out of this place