I guess, all summed up...its been a bad week!
Starting off with rehersal on Monday, then working our way to tuesday and dictation. Then wednesday which was the climax of it all, and then thursday which was the other concert that I got to watch, and then today...where I just broke down in my lesson! Didn't get much down in it or anything, played 3 scales and broke down. I could feel it coming I knew I had to sooner or later. Just too much stress and tension on me (and a lot of other ppl too) right now. So my teacher was good about it and talked to me. Told me a lot of what I needed to hear, whether it be good or bad. And she told me my strength beyond anyone else,...and it made me feel a lot better. I told her everything about the week and about the rents and everything really...and she listened and made helpful advice. She is such a great person, bcuz I konw this is where a lot of teachers would be getting angry or frusterated with their students. But nope...she was just there for me and willing to listen and let me get it out. Thank you to her... she has such a great heart. So the ending to the week I guess wasn't that bad, just the rest of the week. But I'm still blank as to next week, well as to tomorrow really and then then day after that and the day after that too. Honestly I don't like it when this happens, but I would rather deal with this then anything else. Except now I feel sorta sick...stupid caf food. But to the stupid caf I must go again soon...YA :( Does eating really have to be necessary sometimes? Especially when it involves caf food? ....*silence*... I guess so. Oh well, we all just suffer thru it.
So I slept thru most of the afternoon, waking up like NOW! I've been sleeping a lot lately. But hopefully its ok for me. We'll see. And now he is still asleep behind me, and its good cuz he needs to sleep too. So I woke up today and it hit me...we only have two more months and then we have to be outta res! TWO MONTHS...yesterday was new years eve, like hoenstly! Where has the time gone, wow. And I can't even describe it cuz they say time flies when you're having fun, but come one, uni isn't exactly my cup of tea all the time! Uni is not always fun, so i don't understand it! But bye bye to the time,and hello recital, then pysch midterm, then JCS, the practicing for JURY!! Then finals! wow its all coming up. And I konw that most of us don't want to hear this including myself, but I just thought I would bring it up just this once. Sorry for anyone who gets mad or anything. moving rigth along...
So I'm in res tonite...and maybe tomorrow, maybe all week, I don't even know yet. But he is here, so its all good. And I'm glad he doesn't have to be alone, even for just tonite. So hopefully tonite will go ok... we'll see once again. But now I must go and leave myself in the hands of the cafeteria staff... ~*~shudder~*~... oh not such a good idea at times. I'm out...
Oh ya...only a few might understand my mood...well he will anywayz...
So I slept thru most of the afternoon, waking up like NOW! I've been sleeping a lot lately. But hopefully its ok for me. We'll see. And now he is still asleep behind me, and its good cuz he needs to sleep too. So I woke up today and it hit me...we only have two more months and then we have to be outta res! TWO MONTHS...yesterday was new years eve, like hoenstly! Where has the time gone, wow. And I can't even describe it cuz they say time flies when you're having fun, but come one, uni isn't exactly my cup of tea all the time! Uni is not always fun, so i don't understand it! But bye bye to the time,and hello recital, then pysch midterm, then JCS, the practicing for JURY!! Then finals! wow its all coming up. And I konw that most of us don't want to hear this including myself, but I just thought I would bring it up just this once. Sorry for anyone who gets mad or anything. moving rigth along...
So I'm in res tonite...and maybe tomorrow, maybe all week, I don't even know yet. But he is here, so its all good. And I'm glad he doesn't have to be alone, even for just tonite. So hopefully tonite will go ok... we'll see once again. But now I must go and leave myself in the hands of the cafeteria staff... ~*~shudder~*~... oh not such a good idea at times. I'm out...
Oh ya...only a few might understand my mood...well he will anywayz...