Jun 10, 2004 14:14
So the past few days have been quite busy, working everyday at Boston Pizza then at the Riding Club too... but its so worth it, and the money will be awesome! Whcih is much needed of course. :) But busy and tired i have been for the past few days.
So I'm not too pleased with some of the things that I have found out recently (which has nothing to do with LJ just to let you know) and the things that some people do. I'm disgusted some of the things I have found out that people do especially behind each others backs. Honestly! Or if they do it completely knowing the other will see or hear etc... WTF, why would someone want to hurt someone else like that! (This i just occuring recently to someone i know). I just don't understand some people and why they do what they do, but I guess its not really for me to understand is it?! Even tho i wish I did... some of these ignorant people. I feel bad for them I really do. Especially the ones that get hurt from it, and the ones that have nothing to do with it and get hurt anywayz from one little comment! An LJ user I have been reading, who I don't konw, just read people's sometimes when i get bored, is a good example of that actually. Knowing that they will hurt the people but do it anywayz willingly and expect the person not to be mad or anything after... Honestly. Its sad, it so is. I shake my head in utter disgust just writing about it! Its sickening. Yes it is a place to write how you feel and what you think, LJ that is and I totally agree with that, but some people just go way overboard let me tell you. Sometimes I wish I could just walk right up to them and just tell them how i feel and go on and on about it... let them know! Its horrible I think what some people do just for attention (or maybe not attention just what I think), Just to have people talking about them and talking to them... its gross! Making direct comments to people is definitely not needed in person, or not... it makes me really sad what I have found out it really does. And I am weakened every moment just knowing it exists. I do not konw what to do about what I have found out either, it scares me and frightens me, and makes me really think actually. I'm at a lose for anything intelligent to say or do about it now. Brutal. Obviously no details are given here... they no not need to be given here.
Sorry just had to get that out cuz it bothers me so much.
Working tomorrow and saturday, london on sunday hopefully. then work all next week again. But I get paid on Saturday, and its like 800 in one check! Sweet!